Was it love?

Or was it just a cheazy ripoff?

Is it love?

Or is it a cheazy ripoff?

I loved him.

He loved me.

Simple, yet deadly.

I love him.

He does not love me.

Complicated indeed.

Does he still love me?

He doesn't.

Who is he?

He is I,

and I am him,

We are one

in hole.

Broken in half

Are hearts lay

dorment inside

like are feelings

for one another.

I love him...

but does he love me?

Questions like these

can never be answered

Only because,

there is no true answer

only love.

Broken home,

Broken tears,

Broken family,

Broken life,

Broken feelings,

Broken up,

My life has been torn apart,

from the inside out.

I once loved,

I was once loved,

Tooken away from me by god,

Will I ever get it back?

Only he knows,

Does he even care?

I think not,

Does the one I seek

know I exist?

Or have I been shrunk down

so low that even he

cannot see me,

I have no reason to live,

suicide is to suttle,

that is why god

is having me type this,

so I can suffer

and suffer

untill finally one day

I exploud

then my heart will imploud

and it will all be over

why are men like this?

why am I treated like an animal?

in a way, we are all animals,

but this animal is different,

This ones heart has implouded

I hear the devil

has hotels in hell

to live in,

will I stay in one?

or will I get a motel in heaven?

all these questions could easily be

answered,

if only I was...

In love.